My name is not useless, lazy or good for nothing
Do not mistake my needing a hand up as a hand out
For I am not a stereotype to be used to excuse your apathy
Expressed as hate mongering to waste my energy
I’ve got better things to do with time
I will not censor myself when truth is an uncomfortable reality
Nor will I placate your willingness to maintain
Egregious policies aimed at those you used to obtain
Obscene wealth
You cannot criminalize, demoralize and abuse
That which cannot be taken from us because
Love is not a crime
Do not fill my ears with the tinny sound of false hope
Since it is nothing more than static noise
Filling up empties pretending to be something
While nothing keeps adding up
My life is not a card board sign
Begging for compassion on street corners
And my life is not a side show to be ignored
Once the light turns green
Forgive my brothers and sisters sleeping
On sidewalks, benches and beneath your bridges
They never meant to be eyesores
To your conscientious upbringing
Forgive my elders for aging
And needing more than a fixed income
Can actually pay for
I suppose to some
A cardboard box beneath blackberries
Is something to be thankful for
Forgive the children of poor families
Not knowing what they live for
Mom and dad can’t find jobs so
They find shelter in their car
If they have one
Do more than pray for young people
Caught in the asphalt trap
Parental neglect abandoned them
To playgrounds without safety nets
Every day is the same tiring game
Of making it to the next
I will show you my footsteps
So you will see where I have been
The road will not be pretty but I guarantee this
Once you take the journey
You will never be the same
It’s because of that I know
My name is not hopeless
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This. Moved. Me!!! Stunning.
Carey, this is among the most powerful of your poems. I can hear it singing aloud in my head as I read it. I hope one day to hear you recite it.
Yeah this should be made into a song.